Saturday, December 6, 2014

Fears of the Future

     Hey guys, I know it has been a while. I am here to just give a few updates and just talk about my life. Tonight was Madrigal Night and this morning was the Snowball Santa Breakfast. This morning was fun and all of the kids were so cute. I am very glad that I went and did it. 
     The Madrigal dinner was amazing. The songs were great, I laughed so hard, the wassail tasted awesome. I never wanted it to be over. Afterwards the king, Alex, and jester, Giulio, were both crying (they're both seniors) and I wanted to cry too. I'm going to miss watching them all sing and dance in their various performances.
     I don't want the seniors to leave. I will miss all of them. After seeing tears tonight, I thought about the future, and I'm scared. I'm scared that my Junior and Senior years of high school will not be as fun without all of the seniors that are graduating this year. 
     I'm scared that one day when I'm 40 I'll wake up and not remember any of this. I won't remember Madrigal nights, my friends, Snowball breakfasts, the people that could make me laugh for 20 minutes straight. I don't want to forget it. I don't want to forget these people and these experiences. And I'm scared that I will. 

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